I believe it to be about a week’s time that has passed upon the creation of my own website, and well what a week it has been. Today I reflect on the excitement I first had when creating this website and smile followed by a frown. The smile is excited for being able to sit down and actually make the damn thing, the frown is for the fact I haven’t worked on it quite as much as I hoped to in the past week. However, I understand why such is the case. Let me relay to you why this will have slow beginnings to build on. As a college student I have many things that need my attention, and as someone who procrastinates by inherent nature I often put them off until the last minute, not a healthy thing to I am assured. As such is the case, I have spent my time working on things that actually pertain to my classes as we are near the end of the semester. I have continued to be creative however, working on things and writing for a specific class. I wrote a wonderful paper in a very short period of time but I stand by it, I will eventually share it here. There is a deep desire to expand upon it on my blog then turn it into an interesting book, but alas I must commit myself to my other writings for right now until such time where I can sit down and complete one of my seven books to be writing. Otherwise, my services as a handyman were required for a school project which was absolutely delightful. I have spent much of my time going through things in hope to consolidate more of my life as to make the moving process easier. Tensions are high in my mind because currently all I can do it lie in wait, trying to figure out if I will be moving at the end of this month, and if so where I will be going. I have fished from storage my collection of legos and coffee canisters filled to the brim with pennies. As sorting both these things has become a rather fun pass time. To find great treasures that lie within the canisters has appealed to the inner crow in my heart that desires shiny things. And to bring order to the chaos that has been my lego bins is immensely satisfying. I believe medication for ADHD has promoted a tad bit of OCD; nevertheless the chaos which I enjoy in life still exists. Before I deemed it organized chaos, but in comparison to now, the chaos I rot in my pack ratting ways back then is hurricane in comparison to the mild gust of wind my organization now is. Everything is organized and I have been priding myself in such delights, but it is still a chaotic mess. I’ve been modularizing everything, so that when the time comes I can simply move each of my boxes swiftly to my new place of dwelling without concern of losing things. The many plans that I have await a date for execution as I yet know not when my eventual migration is. Though this be the case, my cat has thoroughly enjoyed being able to jump in and out of boxes, it has been wonderful for all of us. I know not yet what I will do with my gardening setup yet. I guess I must do what I always do in these mini-migrations. I must reinvent myself and relayout the space. I assume at such time I will alter my gardening setup to a more efficient setup. This past week has been humbling, but the coming storms of the following weeks will still inhibit my creation of ideas for a little bit. This I am ok with, though my social presence on the internet comes and goes with the Knowledge Jack things and I am still setting up everything. Patience I must remind myself, Rome wasn’t built in a day. I remember that it was destroyed in one, but I intend not to do such things to myself. Though I have been slightly slowed by my rediscovery of the love to read. I have been reading books again, getting faster and faster again. Maybe I will be able to read books in a day again sometime soon. I have many plans to write reviews of such books and other media sources, so be on the lookout for such fairly soon.

Thank you for enduring my self reflections today or in the future, I have been learning to sit down and do things such as to humble myself. Please enjoy the rest of my writings, for now I must go.

-Ben