I’ve realized something recently, music only seems to exist in my life when things are not busy. Well, maybe. I am not entirely sure. I put on nice music in the background at work and I listen to things when I play games or am milling about or when I am walking places. But otherwise, music seems to not be something there when I don’t need it. Like, it may be just the way the wires in my brain are crossed, but during intensive idea synthesis and creation and figuring of things out, the music in my life I usually have on stop. I listen to nothing, I work and work and work to no sounds. It may be a more organic idea synthesis going on, I enjoy creating things but I feel I need to focus on things and that music can be a distraction. It’s quite irritating as I love music. Honestly, I would love to learn how to make music eventually but if I am being honest I can barely wrap my brain around it sometimes. Music is an interesting thing, and I want to be able to play and create with it but it seems the time required to learn and understand the creation of music is not something feasible right now. I guess it sucks to suck right now, eh. It’ll be fine, but it is a great mystery in life that I wish to crack eventually. Right now I need to focus in and not do such, otherwise I’ll be lost down yet another rabbit hole.

Thanks for reading,

-Ben