Right now I have things that I need to work on, but I feel so scatter brained and so far ahead that I do not feel like working on them. Sadly, I know that this is just my ADHD being super weird and hecky wecky but hey we all have to start on something somewhere. So instead of focusing on some of the things I need to work on, I have decided to write about working on things lol. I don’t know how and or why but my brain gets so laser focused on things that sometimes I will look at something I need to work on and identify that it isn’t quite the thing I need to be working on today which honestly kinda sucks. It’s like my brain decided in subconsciously what it wants to work on and I basically have to guess what it is trying to get me to do. Sometimes the guess’s are accurate and we get to work on the right thing, but most of the time it decides “nah, this is the right thing.” It reminds me of the thing of like “I do not vibe with this universe” and the giraffe’s head explodes. But instead of my head exploding, my ADHD brain decides to go do something else. Often, not the thing I needs to get done. This is very annoying. I think my brain just decided actually that this is the end of the current thought process, oh well. I guess I am off to work on the next thing now.
Thank you for reading!
-Ben